I am pretty useless right now! I don’t know where i stand, i presume, or rather i hope that everyone else that was with me in college is going through the same thing. Why should i be the only person looking for a job, that is suitable and pays enough, right now i am working part time, but i fear that i will have to leave when all the full time staff return from leave and holidays. I have no job. I though that after i had completed my diploma of three years and degree of one additional year, i would find myself in the position to move away from home and get a somewhat decent job. Also my plan to visit New York for the a few weeks in the summer fell apart, beacuse no one i know wants to go! But i will be off the UK for a week this August.

For the time being, i will continue to fire off my C.V. in the hope that someone will take pity on me. I must say though i regret it will be in Limerick, i always saw myself moving away from home for a while, don’t get me wrong i am not dependant on my family and get on fine at home, i can support myself financially and in other ways, but at the same time… i just can’t see myself living in another country… It’s a shame really.

I realise also how sad i must be, i only asked for a week off work, when you remember that i have been going non stop this year with degree exams and then staright into work, i should have asked for more time off… However i do need to bring the cash total in my wallet up a bit.

This must be the most depressing post i have ever written. I must make life more interesting, if not for myself then perhaps to keep this blog interesting.